colors from klee- my take form ' abstract, coloured circles connected by coloured tapes'

Shadows dominated my vocabulary as soon as I saw this painting today morning with fatigued eyes and drained mind. There are shadows all over where I sit and write. The illumination of my overhead lamp casts darkness beneath my hands which I am unable to shake of. They don't go. Sometimes they are agonisingly adherent and multiple and I feel the only way I can merge with them is to befriend darkness. 
And the colours did not appear happy to me today. Not because the weren't good , but more so because they were bound by strings which were trying to restrict them. There is a mysterious link between the circles of colors and the distance between them. They are kept apart by the intervening volume of shadows, for good or otherwise , i couldn't decide. I feel an urge to go and free the circles and yet fear the presence of greater shadows beneath.


'every next day presents a challenge to my creative mind and chooses to spend it away in anxiety of failure to perform'. These are the terrible shadows I am struggling to avert. And, must I live with them, the colors , how so ever bright they are ,erge into the shadowy mesh.

Pratyush 

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